"The Forgotten Theme of Rosh Hashana" (cont...) (BACK
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short, 'Malchuyos' – the recognition
of Hashem’s omnipotence and complete mastery
over all – is the central motif of the day.
All else pales beside this. In fact, there are
those opinions that maintain that despite the fact
that Rosh Hashana is the first of the Aseres
Y'mai Teshuva – Ten Days of Repentance – we
do not recite the first phrase of Avinu Malkainu, "Chatanu
L'fanecha" – "We have sinned
before You" – or those phrases that
ask for forgiveness.
One of the reasons suggested
is that focusing on remorse for one’s sins
and hopes for atonement is a self-centered activity
which necessarily ‘distracts’ one from
the focus of the recognition of G-d’s dominance
over all. Even a superficial perusal of the tefilos will
reveal the constant emphasis on Malchus Hashem.
Perhaps those that permit the recital of Chatanu
L'fanecha do so because the mere fact that
we ask Hashem for forgiveness is predicated on
our understanding that Hashem is the complete,
all-powerful Creator of mankind and Bestower of
atonement, an implicit recognition of malchus
Hashem and consistent with the theme of Rosh
Hashana.
How does Malchuyos relate
to teshuva? The Rambam
in Hilchos Yisodai HaTorah 2:2 explains
that when one investigates the wonders of Hashem's
creation,
the observer
will immediately be "awestruck and withdraw backwards." The individual
will be overcome by a sense of personal insignificance, and realize that he is
a "small, lowly creature" existing temporally before Hashem.
This recognition
of Malchus Hashem concomitantly fosters an attitude of 'brutal' humility.
This sense of humility serves as a necessary prerequisite for the teshuva process.
In fact, the selichos recitation begins with "L'cha Hashem
hatzedaka v'lanu boshes hapanim…lo b'chesed v'lo b'maasim banu l'fanecha
k'dalim uch'rashim dafaknu" – "You are the G-d of righteousness
while we are filled with shame…lacking merit and good deeds do we approach
You, as poor, impoverished individuals do we knock on Your door."
The reality of our own inadequacies and
shortcomings impels us to do teshuva. It is with the mindset of
the "ani
varash" – poor and bereft of deeds – that we approach
the Yotzer
Shamayim V'aretz – Creator of the universe – recognizing Malchus
Hashem and His ability to bestow kapara upon us.
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